What am i so afraid of?

this quarter has been rough so far. im getting good and bad grades. i study and work my ass off for what? mediocure grades. bah. and photography class is just..idk it sometimes makes me want to take my major but then i think i love this and then i say why isnt this fun to me anymore? i feel like its just this task i have to do along with all of my other school work. its this burden that just pushes down on my shoulders with as much force as possible. but i have to remember that this is all a learning process and i cant let grades stop me from getting better. i just sometimes feel like everyone else is just so much better than me in my photo class. i dont know. its hard, but theres certain times like today, just listening to music while we were all scrambling to finish our deadline assignment that i realized, this is supposed to be the fun part of school and not the part that i get upset about.

i just tell myself to relax, take a deep breath, and keep on truckin'.

sunday ride

i went on a bike ride with my brother and matt today.
it was nice to see a side of athens i havent seen before.

First Blog

so this is my first blog.
cool right?
life is good.